iF YOU LOOK AT WHO i USED TO BE, && YOU LOOK AT ME NOW . .

modeling: jason mraz shirt that GAViN DEGRAW signedd
+ HCO jeans.
mood: bored out of my minddd..

everyday people ask me
"are you two going out?"
you don't realize how painful and hard it
is to reply  "no, we're just friends."

--  so the first week of school wasn't so bad --
tuesday // got my 1st scedule,
&& i ended up being in the wrong chorus class
so i had to get a scedule change.
wed. // tryed to talk to tyler at radiate again..
yea that didn't work out the way i hoped it would.
thursday // deff. like my new classes better then my old oness.
friday // i have never laughed as much in a class
as i did in math with michelle && wesley.
haha i love themmm. =]

-- this weekend has been boring thoughh --
saturday \\ voice lessons got moved to 5,
so i got to sleep late. HECK YESS!
then i went out to eat with my parents at ted's montana grill
&& sitting like almost directly behind me was like tylers bestfriend.
lol i don't think the guy knew that i was the girl
that practicully stalkes his bestfriend at radiatee. =]
sunday \\ i have been sitting in my room alll day being like extremly boredd.

god gave men both a penis and a brain.
but unfortunately not enough
blood supply to run both at the same time.
-- R0BiN WiLLiAMS

kelsey's at sarah's house all weekend long
&& i would call && ask if they wanted to hang out,
but i don't wanna bother them. = \
lol i sucha loserrr.

i LOVE you. <3
Allieeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

i love ryan cabrera more then you dooo.

. . YOU'LL REALIZE, i'M NOT THE SAME GiRL

iT'S BECAUSE OF YOU . .

so the last few days have been amazingly boring;
[<3] sarah spent the night.
[<3] stayed home on new year's eve.
[<3] went to the mall with my parentss, that's always fun.

&& not to mention i'm like majorly depressed.
i'm sitting here crying cause i was looking at "their" xanga sights.
i couldn't handle it.

whatever. <3
Allieee

EDiT . . // Jan. 4;1:07 PM

this morning Lindsay Lohan confessed to bulimia && drug use.
&& even though most ya'll don't like her i do,,
so if your truely my friend then suck up your pride && pray for her.
thanks.

go here for the full story -
http://aolsvc.news.aol.com/entertainment/article.adp?id=20060104103209990016

..imgivinguponlove.